miss you all

wuuaaaahhh!!
I should've get my Facebook sooner *gyaaaa*
there's bunch of my elementary school friends there
uh...it's been umm almost 10 years since the graduation and I miss them all T_T

I hope the reunion will be held soon

while at it my developement in my Granzcest fic is awesomely progressing
thanks to JunJun who gave me the idea
but now I must think another revision for the supposed to be chapter 8 but now is chapter 9
the steamy scene is too...brutal *heheheh*

and there's writing contest in writer FC in BA now I wanna concentrate on it
but then again DAMN INTERNET |:

PISSED OFF!!

I tried to enter the forum over and over again
and it keeps saying that the page load error
pissed off

I wanna posting or just simply spamming
and meet my family there
sob...sob...
and because I'm too busy to foruming
kinda forget to fill this blog
and before I know this blog is my obsession :D

in that forum I already gained a family
such a short time huh :D
but that's my joy at this time

and my family consist:
1 brother in law
- he's married with my older sis, his name is IchimaruGin
1 pair of twin older sis
-Chibihana, married to IchimaruGin and we share a lot common hobby, Malaysian
-Jinxie, my other older sis, Chibihana tweeny loves to cosplay, Malaysian who live in Aussie
2 niece
-Lunar, haven't met him/her, she/he never OL recently
-Kyara, good nagging niece, love her so much, Germany
1 pet
-SannaLan, nice pet but I want her to consider me not as her mistress, but her auntie too, she calls me aunty

we're a happy little family :D

and about my fic that abandoned a while too
it gives me a good stats
up until now the stories gained:
Itoshii Go Yo: 1540 readers
Please Turn the Time: 400 readers
Not Me: 106 readers

back to the forum
I joined some of the most awesome FC
where we discuss about a lot of things related to characters or the FC it self
and I'm too exagerated to join untul I forgot to introduced my self to the entire forum
the FC are:
-Granzcest FC *now version 2* - the first FC I joined and the reason why I joined, this FC is my treasure one of the member and friend Arankaru-san is so kind to share her doujins while JunJun-san loves to make AMV and all of them are awesome!! both of them are incredible when it comes to icon making *I envy them*
-Szayel Aporro Granz FC *still version 8* - the second FC I joined most of the members are members on Granzcest...eto...reverse...most of Granzcest members are members on this FC
-GinRan FC *ver 2* - I looooovvvveeee this canon pairing so I need to join!! this FC also contains many treasures
-Gin FC - at that time Gin is the reason why I read bleach so I haavee to join
-Il Forte Granz FC *still version 1* - Szayel chan no onii-san heehee he's a cutie
-AiGin FC - crack pairing for Gin heehee
-UkiUno FC - loove this tender crack pairing
-Malay Bleachers FC - for malays and Indonesian bleachers
-Writers FC - for fic/novel writer like me :D
-IkkaYumi FC - met with my dear niece here love this friendship love
-The (new) Jpop FC - just joined recently

umm guess just that...
or there is any??

Forum for maniac and college portfolio

recently I just joined a forum that have one common thing with me
Bleach freak...

actually I have been watch this FC but I don't have any will to join
but I joined at least after robbed what I want from this FC

my alias was devidev...
and I really-really have fun there
never know that forum-ing would be such this fun
with all the people who share the same interest
utterly fall in love with them :inlove
only a few days passed they really like my family

and about the story I post for FF.net
the people who read my story reach

1371 readers

Itoshii go yo: 1145 readers
Please turn the time: 130 readers
Not me: 90 readers
Place for departing my heart: 6 readers

with Itoshii go yo which already finish
now left the Granzcest, please turn the time one
I'll work on it again for the 4th chapter
it's so ha~~aard!!

now it's time to get serious a bit
got to post college work coz this blog's purpose is for college works too
then this is:



works for PKV 4 for promotion media, I took Oceanpark as a subject here

I think that's all coz I prefer manual for my works and I haven't scan it yet

go go mawaru!!

for the first time I went around far with my motorcycle
and I hitchhacked my friend behind me...
hohoh...
utterly undescribeable
my adrenalin rose high but...
certainly different adrenaline from my previous day

the dog incident...

meh!! hope the doggies
poisoned by someone!!
(oops...wrong curse...)
I hope they live happily ever after...(yeah rite!!)

I got many doujins about
one of my fave couple but I had too much drunked with
and pay less attention with the previous duo

tonikaku!!
there's one circle named Tsubacisou who had beautiful pics and they focused on AiGin and their latest one include too but in the story I felt sorry for him (he was intimidated by Gin and told to shut up and keep their 'dirty little secret' from Gin by Aizen)
adore them too but I haven't found their site
if I had, I would already put them in my fave site!!
have I told you that their works is 18+ (too much yaoi steamy scene*squee*!!)

but I want more *sob sob sob*
I read their fics (2 finished and 1 more to go) and I felt amused
and I felt couragement to write...
the base of my story is abusement from their childhood and how they dead and become hollow
the abusement made Szayel Aporro hate human (the reason why he wanted annihiliated everything but hollow)
and...YylFordt...
but of course maybe it would be SMUT one or rated R or NC-17
but one thing I can promise you is this is totally INCEST...
(Granzcest is the only one incest pair that I approved and their h-o-t)

but I haven't found the reason why he hated YylFordt except his inferiority
I want sumethin deeper...
but...then again I go emo...
why I have those tendency to make those type of creation...
well then...let see if I can write it or not...

by the way...
I draw another pic with OpenCanvas *I luv this program*
now it's Yylfordt and Szayel Aporro's (Fornicaras) one
I draw it lil' skecthy but in b/w you can see the mess I made *tehee*
(specialy in YylFordt part)



and this one is when I decided to give the color...(not too much different, huh)
Then again the theme is rough sketchy...^_^;




rite no TABLET (damn it's price)
just ME, MY IMAGINATION, and my BALL MOUSE
it was so damn haaarrdd!!
(please someone give me the tablet -.-)
*run from the paper throwed by my friends who want tablet as hard as me ^.^*
for now what I can do is dream...dream...dream...dream...

BEWARE!!!! 's analyzing you!!
the sadistic pink princess espada octava's eyes is everywhere
look under your bed or your underwear
his spies invention could be anywhere
include...
your body...
you're not believe in me??
ask YylFordt
Grimmjow's underling
Fraccion Quince
his experimental bunny
but also his older brother

increasing a lot and the szayel fever, huh?!

I said in latest post that I will post the fifth chapter of my story on Saturday
well I've changed my mind
I posted in tuesday...

and as I predicted the hits increases drasticly, only in 2 days they changed a lot
from 400-sumthin' up to until almost 650 and there's 1 more review that said she liked every chapter I made...
aww ya made me blush...

and she gave me input bout's reaction
when he found his enemy was his dad and
his subordinate was his mom

yeah and I'm thinking now...
how to put it in my story...
hmm~

now the charas that quite get the spotlite of my attention is
Szayel Apollo Granz...
(damn Kubo he made so...so...so...many cute charas)
the weirdo scientist in espada squada, his position was 8 -oktava-
and as weird as mayuri the scientist of the Gotei 13

Szayel was so...eccentric bishounen and always tried to hit on Gin (thank God he always refused) in Arrancar ecyclopedia...
made me laugh all day...

here are his pictures

normal look

sword release (I forgot the name in spanish) form

oh and do I mention his older bro Yylfordt Granz or Il Forte Granz...
arrancar number 15 and Grimmjow subordinate, he was totally... pimpin'
~tehee~
but he was dead...

the older brother

oh, n there's so many ficcest bout this two...its weird I didn't have any objection...
I don't mind at all...
usually even its yaoi I'll say no to incest but...
oh I think I'm sick!!

the cest

damn why am I always interested in sadistic characters??
(beside he was a sadistist, Szayel also cannibalist)


am I gone mad or do my brain already disoriented??
or...like I said...I'm sick

the first to critique

at least there's 5 reviewers...
hmm...the traffic decrease...
but at least the reviewers increase -a little-
sob

one of the reviewers said my english so...so...so bad!!
oh OK I accepted that and I realized I'm such a dummy for tenses!!
My confidence decrease after I read three previous reviews that said they liked it
but I take the positives...the one that critiques my story didn't say she doesn't like the story...
but despite it, I'll continue to posting and worked my language

yossh!!
GANBATTE!!

reached over 300!!

At least my worked gained some attention

until I wrote this posting, the people who read my story is 309 people!!
whew a lot of number rite?!

but...which made me a lil sad is...
the reviewer only...3 people, does it means they didn't like my story??
but they (the 3 kind people) complimented my story

I guess it's a good sign, ne
but in other side I kinda afraid to dissapointed them
the next chapter I rather...
maybe I should wrote all over from the beginning
I feel so confused coz this is my first story I posted in fanfiction.net

I hate for being such dumb in english!!
(perfectionist mode on)

oh I posted one IshiHime too
just oneshit
oops oneshot!

first reviewer!!

yatta!!

at least the first reviewer appeared!!

this kind person told me that she loved my story!!
haa~h I feel heavenly right now, at least theres some one between my 250 readers in 3 days gave me the feedback

I'll try to post some story
maybe Ishihime
or another anime...

hum...but right now I'm focusing on this Itoshii go yo
I wanna finished it soon!!

GinRan from their academy days, I know her hair must be shorter than this picture
but the hell!! this is simply adorable

There it is!!

Yay!!

at least my story appear in the fanfiction.net
such a bliss

it didn't happened to wait until 7 crapping day
just one nite n tadaaam!!

I just love the story cuz it is the first time
that's my baby-my totally precious one
and I kinda like it coz the story just poppin' out of nowhere n now I feel confuse
how to end it, how's the battle
yah~just like every time n my favourite motto:

go wit' the flow

"Don't ya just wanna kiss me?"

(yes I wanna kiss you, Gin-sama!! *scream hard* *smooch*)

yay posting!

at least I posted in fanfition.net

I dunno it writes I have to wait 7 days for confirmation and the story to be placed on their site
but I didn't check it cautionously.
me and my lazy attitude

just wait several days
n there's the story
tadam!!

still working on my english skill 'coz I feel it degenerating each day
rusting inside my head
maybe wrote such story in english can revive my blunt head

oh one more thing, I hate that damn Internet Explorer
thank god I have 2 other server, my favourite is safari (yes those in apple's) but for some reason that I dunno it always shut when I open the blog site (for editing or just viewing)
and the other is mozilla (I like this too) just perfect for writing the blog

those damn Internet Explorer
it makes me worked up and blown this blog just because I put some picture
especially .gif picture that moving (refer to gin-chan below)

jump!! gin-chan jump!! to your ran-chan

start to work on my hands and mind again

I start'd feelin' itchy 'coz recently I've read some heart touchin' but painfuly beautiful angst fanfiction

in other words (stunning)

I decided to make my own (the angst one)

I've even made my account in fanfiction. net

so maybe later I can fullfil my desire on writing fics or maybe further...

but writing in english is such pain in my ass and killed my mood

so I wrote short fic that divided about 5 chapters

the grammar thingy, just think about it makes my head go spinning and spinning

aah...I see the fireflies...whatev'r

what I wrote was about my favourite couple in bleach

none other than

and their little (son) captain

I can't help but to think the grumpy captain is their son

OMG too much reading forums

tonikaku...it is fic, so I will take my freedom to write freely

the fic's title is Itoshii go yo

yes, just like my favourite song from Rurutia

the song just fit my mood

along side with Itoshii go yo there's Akai Roshoku and Hoshii no tamashii, Lost butterfly

errr...maybe there's more but I kinda forget

Rurutia you rawks!!

OH! I forget, my avatar in fanfiction.net is...

it's downsized

I made the picture by my self, I kinda like it

ginran is my source of inspiration lately

how much I fall in love with them

HEYY Kubo Tite, stop being stingy and start writing 'bout them!!

it's not downsized

I haven't drawn the other and if I have

I have to pried my friend for scanning the picture

however...

I'm just trying to be active (including the pry, te-hee~~)

but lately this pairings nagged me a lil' bit and I kinda like it

(my yaoi antenna is tingling, tehee~)

,,

if that ever happened both pairing will be hardcore pairing, Aizen towards Gin and Gin towards Izuru, while Gin himself act softly to Rangiku 'coz she's the only weakness he has, the soft spot inside the smiling sadistist is especially for her, maybe lil' bit for Izuru...but...well...

I gotta stopped before it gets too long