realization of the Granzcest saga

'uh oh gotta put it in front of Las Noches' door, hurry...hurry...!!'

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 ALL!!

hopefully everything will be healthy and prosperous at the same time!!

finally I wrote about the -cest...
dum...durudumdum...
and after I finished the chapter one...
I already lost my patience and I posted it right away

just like my instinc said...

without my consideration
when I 'live preview'-ed the stories
I already gained 2 reviewers for the Granzcest saga

the title is Please Turn the Time
and they said they like my stories and want me to continue it
it contains yaoi, s**, rape, etc...
always started with the sketch ^.^

and it's kinda different from what I thought
the soundtrack for the first chapter is

Gackt's songs...

I just felt longing from his voice and I just write with his songs
maybe when GinRan kinda hurt, a little heart warming, and soft (effect from rurutia's songs)
I just wanted the Granzcest being twisted and cruel at the same time, maybe Gackt's songs just fit for the image coz at the same time his song could be soft but hard. his genre also unclear...
it said that his genre is rock but he did ballad and pop too.

aah at least reach 1062 readers
yippi
can't wait until 1100!!

the Granzcest already gained 22 readers
the GinRan gained 959 readers
the IshiHime gained 75 readers

yesterday I've found really interesting site that contains alot of yaoi doujin
I didn't get bleach anyway coz its full of IchiIshi...
not too fond of that couple

but I have new correspondencies from belgium
her native is france and like me, english is not my native
so as long as we understand each other
nothing to be worried

she also like Granzcest but she prefer Il Forte being the uke
and she's doing GinGrimm now...
still in france I dun understand anything...
*sob*

now I kinda confused what to write
I know but...
english is killing me!!
and Szayel Aporro's voice haunts me!!
Gin's voice rang in my head!!
Argh my college duty!!

the latest tsubacisou doujinshi scan I have
like usual they have beautiful artwork
but I wonder the scan that I have
is it done or just teaser?
the pairing AiGrimm, GinGrimm, AiGin
it's japanese so I only can stare at their picture
*sob sob*

yay yay yay

new posting already gained about

1021 readers!!
thank you very much

at least I reached 4 digit number!!
yay yay yay
from 10 December to 29 December
it's only 19 days!!
and I reached 1021 readers!!

thanx a lot for itoshii go yo
you are really my child *luv luv*

and then again about the Granzcest I wrote from the last posting
I'm working on the pic now...
like itoshii go yo
all started with sketch doujin
hope the text will realized soon...
seems like rurutia will accompany me again...in the making of Granzcest fic*tehee*
her songs and voice so-so-so awesome!! (let my imagination roam free!!)

yesterday I re-browse cell again
and I couldn't keep my jaw closed
dang!!
they're great!!
their, (Hinamori's one sided obsession makes me laugh hard in the middle of the nite, Aizen scarred like chicken buahahaha!!),, x everybody (include Isshin...that's kinda...gross -.-), NnoiTes...
really-really-really adorable!!
(include the adult scene, exception for Hinamori, no AS for Hinamori coz Aizen too scarred to met her in the eye ^.^) makes my jaw dropped

and I forgot about my management and PKV
aarrgh!!
college really stressed me out!!

Hinamori helped Ikkaku and Aizen goes...*Hinamori-kun?!*

Hinamori disguised herself
as Aizen's underling and when she revealed herself
to her ex-captain Aizen bend on his knees

let's play hide and seek

*mitsuketa yo~*

*kiss me taichou* ~drools~
*Kyaa~ help me!!* ~cries~

*Aizen-Taichoooo~u*
~gasp~ *what the...?! Hinamori-kun?!*
Aizen worst nightmare
Hinamori pregnant 9 month and Aizen gotta married her
~and they live happily ever after~

and Gin pics I robbed from Cell's web...
he's so sweet I can't hate him
(and two of them he uses glasses *KYAAAA!!*)
I give him more of my luv *smooch*





maybe nextime I post
I'll give the chibi Gin
he's so adorable, huggable, pesterable *tehee*

tonikaku!!
I haven't any intention to do my college works
*smirk*
the holidays make me lazy like I never been so lazy before
*change into Kyouraku, Rangiku, and Gin mode*~the lazy trio in Seireitei

go go mawaru!!

for the first time I went around far with my motorcycle
and I hitchhacked my friend behind me...
hohoh...
utterly undescribeable
my adrenalin rose high but...
certainly different adrenaline from my previous day

the dog incident...

meh!! hope the doggies
poisoned by someone!!
(oops...wrong curse...)
I hope they live happily ever after...(yeah rite!!)

I got many doujins about
one of my fave couple but I had too much drunked with
and pay less attention with the previous duo

tonikaku!!
there's one circle named Tsubacisou who had beautiful pics and they focused on AiGin and their latest one include too but in the story I felt sorry for him (he was intimidated by Gin and told to shut up and keep their 'dirty little secret' from Gin by Aizen)
adore them too but I haven't found their site
if I had, I would already put them in my fave site!!
have I told you that their works is 18+ (too much yaoi steamy scene*squee*!!)

but I want more *sob sob sob*
I read their fics (2 finished and 1 more to go) and I felt amused
and I felt couragement to write...
the base of my story is abusement from their childhood and how they dead and become hollow
the abusement made Szayel Aporro hate human (the reason why he wanted annihiliated everything but hollow)
and...YylFordt...
but of course maybe it would be SMUT one or rated R or NC-17
but one thing I can promise you is this is totally INCEST...
(Granzcest is the only one incest pair that I approved and their h-o-t)

but I haven't found the reason why he hated YylFordt except his inferiority
I want sumethin deeper...
but...then again I go emo...
why I have those tendency to make those type of creation...
well then...let see if I can write it or not...

by the way...
I draw another pic with OpenCanvas *I luv this program*
now it's Yylfordt and Szayel Aporro's (Fornicaras) one
I draw it lil' skecthy but in b/w you can see the mess I made *tehee*
(specialy in YylFordt part)



and this one is when I decided to give the color...(not too much different, huh)
Then again the theme is rough sketchy...^_^;




rite no TABLET (damn it's price)
just ME, MY IMAGINATION, and my BALL MOUSE
it was so damn haaarrdd!!
(please someone give me the tablet -.-)
*run from the paper throwed by my friends who want tablet as hard as me ^.^*
for now what I can do is dream...dream...dream...dream...

BEWARE!!!! 's analyzing you!!
the sadistic pink princess espada octava's eyes is everywhere
look under your bed or your underwear
his spies invention could be anywhere
include...
your body...
you're not believe in me??
ask YylFordt
Grimmjow's underling
Fraccion Quince
his experimental bunny
but also his older brother

Sssh!!

shuush...dun tell anybody...I'm back...

can't resist too long...
inner me said sumthin and I also have this tingling sensation
when I see this brothers...
I even don't care if its INCEST!!

"meh!! I dun care I just brrring me more of this pairing"

like I said in my previous post maybe I'm *little* crazy...
or is it *those* side of me rose and take control of my body
when I see blood splash, synical charas, mind manipulation, dark past, tragic future in the manga...
I'm utterly fallin' love with the charas (Gin, Rangiku, Aizen and now this pinky-kinky guy)

plus!! this pinky guy...
seem has sumthin' with his older bro...
(it's fans thingy...ya know...his brother dead long before he appeared)
I hate incest but NO I can take it with this pairing...
(I hope one of dead body in his lab that Mayuri found was YylFordt's...*hope*)

aargh...too beautiful too be true just my hope though...*squee*

maybe later I'm gonna write fic bout this amazing -cest
(and the doujins Blue-SYSTEMa and Cell made bout them...ah gawd...their so awsome awsome...100X)
back to the fic-cest...
the plot already in my head but...
why the idea always ends up with angst...
ooh~ and there would be rated R... maybe *dirty mind*
(not only naughty things but maybe there's blood, foul language, heavy material, angst...yeah etc...etc...)

I wanna put sumthin' more dangerous but...
OK...I'm totally insane...

I'm already done with GinRan fic
need sumthin new to make me always active~
and maybe R-rated fic is the answer tehee~

and as you see...
Szayel Apollo already invaded my brain (pink everywhere)
Did I say he's sadistic insane scientist?? (he used his own bro body to experiment)
and in the story later...
he's the Uke

YAY~~ the most appropriate position for him
under his older brother *KYAA~dirty mind rolling scene*
even YylFordt is weaker than him but he's the prince though
and Szayel Apollo is his princess...

(YylFordt's insane maniac abusive cannibalist concubine princess)

haha!!

I hope it doesn't so lame
or cheezy...

I WANT TO READ OR MAKE R-RATED FIC or DOUJIN FOR THIS GUYS!!

"Good 'nite, YylFordt..."
"'nite too...Szayel Apollo..."
"..."
"..."
"Aww...come here...you know you want me..."
grin, "Agree"

cencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencor

increasing a lot and the szayel fever, huh?!

I said in latest post that I will post the fifth chapter of my story on Saturday
well I've changed my mind
I posted in tuesday...

and as I predicted the hits increases drasticly, only in 2 days they changed a lot
from 400-sumthin' up to until almost 650 and there's 1 more review that said she liked every chapter I made...
aww ya made me blush...

and she gave me input bout's reaction
when he found his enemy was his dad and
his subordinate was his mom

yeah and I'm thinking now...
how to put it in my story...
hmm~

now the charas that quite get the spotlite of my attention is
Szayel Apollo Granz...
(damn Kubo he made so...so...so...many cute charas)
the weirdo scientist in espada squada, his position was 8 -oktava-
and as weird as mayuri the scientist of the Gotei 13

Szayel was so...eccentric bishounen and always tried to hit on Gin (thank God he always refused) in Arrancar ecyclopedia...
made me laugh all day...

here are his pictures

normal look

sword release (I forgot the name in spanish) form

oh and do I mention his older bro Yylfordt Granz or Il Forte Granz...
arrancar number 15 and Grimmjow subordinate, he was totally... pimpin'
~tehee~
but he was dead...

the older brother

oh, n there's so many ficcest bout this two...its weird I didn't have any objection...
I don't mind at all...
usually even its yaoi I'll say no to incest but...
oh I think I'm sick!!

the cest

damn why am I always interested in sadistic characters??
(beside he was a sadistist, Szayel also cannibalist)


am I gone mad or do my brain already disoriented??
or...like I said...I'm sick