Morning

In this friday morning, I'm expecting something good will happen
even though it's raining this morning, I really hope the afternoon will be as bright as the sun
lol whatever...

I really missed my home already whenever I'm at office
I want to make money at home
but how?

damn technical failure

I'm so glad though that everything is just misunderstood


the things that mada me couldn't sleep
and think about all night long was cause by
technical failure, I hate it!!

I'm not losing my friendship
now I'm sooooo okay
but I think I'm gonna flu


and I can't access my FFnet account!!

fail...

hum~
I never wrote this kind before in blog, I hate to admit it but I'm trully and really sad
I should've not made facebook if I lost my friendship

I'm just asking to my self

why??

did I do something wrong?
or I said something that made her angry??
all I want to do is being nice to anyone
but...

maybe she just can't accept me

miss you all

wuuaaaahhh!!
I should've get my Facebook sooner *gyaaaa*
there's bunch of my elementary school friends there
uh...it's been umm almost 10 years since the graduation and I miss them all T_T

I hope the reunion will be held soon

while at it my developement in my Granzcest fic is awesomely progressing
thanks to JunJun who gave me the idea
but now I must think another revision for the supposed to be chapter 8 but now is chapter 9
the steamy scene is too...brutal *heheheh*

and there's writing contest in writer FC in BA now I wanna concentrate on it
but then again DAMN INTERNET |:

huuu~mm

since BA's system dropped down there's nothing much to do for me
uuh...I miss my friends and family there
I can't post, discuss or simply spamming again, uuh...
wonder when it totally fixed...

let see...not much to do huh?!
I have one annoying uni work named PKV
damn it!!

have to make paper or essay or whatever it is
with the dummy
damn promotion media and the cost estimation
suddenly I felt like economy student
nope...nope...my major
conclude all the subject in other major -_-
sucks!!

arrgh I want this boredom to be over soon!!
better I re-read all granzcest doujin for relaxation *love*

PISSED OFF!!

I tried to enter the forum over and over again
and it keeps saying that the page load error
pissed off

I wanna posting or just simply spamming
and meet my family there
sob...sob...
and because I'm too busy to foruming
kinda forget to fill this blog
and before I know this blog is my obsession :D

in that forum I already gained a family
such a short time huh :D
but that's my joy at this time

and my family consist:
1 brother in law
- he's married with my older sis, his name is IchimaruGin
1 pair of twin older sis
-Chibihana, married to IchimaruGin and we share a lot common hobby, Malaysian
-Jinxie, my other older sis, Chibihana tweeny loves to cosplay, Malaysian who live in Aussie
2 niece
-Lunar, haven't met him/her, she/he never OL recently
-Kyara, good nagging niece, love her so much, Germany
1 pet
-SannaLan, nice pet but I want her to consider me not as her mistress, but her auntie too, she calls me aunty

we're a happy little family :D

and about my fic that abandoned a while too
it gives me a good stats
up until now the stories gained:
Itoshii Go Yo: 1540 readers
Please Turn the Time: 400 readers
Not Me: 106 readers

back to the forum
I joined some of the most awesome FC
where we discuss about a lot of things related to characters or the FC it self
and I'm too exagerated to join untul I forgot to introduced my self to the entire forum
the FC are:
-Granzcest FC *now version 2* - the first FC I joined and the reason why I joined, this FC is my treasure one of the member and friend Arankaru-san is so kind to share her doujins while JunJun-san loves to make AMV and all of them are awesome!! both of them are incredible when it comes to icon making *I envy them*
-Szayel Aporro Granz FC *still version 8* - the second FC I joined most of the members are members on Granzcest...eto...reverse...most of Granzcest members are members on this FC
-GinRan FC *ver 2* - I looooovvvveeee this canon pairing so I need to join!! this FC also contains many treasures
-Gin FC - at that time Gin is the reason why I read bleach so I haavee to join
-Il Forte Granz FC *still version 1* - Szayel chan no onii-san heehee he's a cutie
-AiGin FC - crack pairing for Gin heehee
-UkiUno FC - loove this tender crack pairing
-Malay Bleachers FC - for malays and Indonesian bleachers
-Writers FC - for fic/novel writer like me :D
-IkkaYumi FC - met with my dear niece here love this friendship love
-The (new) Jpop FC - just joined recently

umm guess just that...
or there is any??

Forum for maniac and college portfolio

recently I just joined a forum that have one common thing with me
Bleach freak...

actually I have been watch this FC but I don't have any will to join
but I joined at least after robbed what I want from this FC

my alias was devidev...
and I really-really have fun there
never know that forum-ing would be such this fun
with all the people who share the same interest
utterly fall in love with them :inlove
only a few days passed they really like my family

and about the story I post for FF.net
the people who read my story reach

1371 readers

Itoshii go yo: 1145 readers
Please turn the time: 130 readers
Not me: 90 readers
Place for departing my heart: 6 readers

with Itoshii go yo which already finish
now left the Granzcest, please turn the time one
I'll work on it again for the 4th chapter
it's so ha~~aard!!

now it's time to get serious a bit
got to post college work coz this blog's purpose is for college works too
then this is:



works for PKV 4 for promotion media, I took Oceanpark as a subject here

I think that's all coz I prefer manual for my works and I haven't scan it yet

curse you doggies!!

I can't walk properly...

blame the dog in Puspiptek that attacked us..

us??

yes, us...
me and Inul
and the dog -well our fall- did savere damage to my motorcycle

it started when we went for suveying the place that might be chosen for the special shooting for her boyfriend's b'day
and Puspiptek would be the first candidate
but that place also the place where the disaster happened

when we roamed around the huge place
we decided to turn in IIC block...
suddenly we attacked by 3 damn huge dogs

panic atacked and we fell
I stucked between my motorcycle and the road
my feet felt incredibly hurt and until today
It swelled...

thank god we're OK
another panic also struck me
when I saw my motorcycle condition...
well for now it's OK
so nothin' worried me

but my right foot...
still...
hurt a lot....

Aizen's harem...hohoho...I like this pic alot

Szayel looks from behind (zannen da yo)
and Gin...
so delicious (yummy!!)

let's browse together!!

700-sumthin...

phew...I haven't see fanfiction.net today...
the numbers like killin' me...
not too curious anymore

Recently I'm not too fond on lookin' the net
for my story stats...
just let it flow...

for the people who read and like it
I'm glad...
in the other way...
thank God there's still people who read my lame story...
my confidence/anxiety decrease lil' by lil'

I'm back to where I am...
browsing some cute pic bout

GinRan

and the kinky
Granzcest



I love Japanese site and the artists
even I don't know or understand the content
cuz in my computer, the font changed into block with numbers inside...
eventhough it doesn't change, I still don't understand...
(curse the kanji and my lame I don't know Japanese)

but wit' lil' effort (click there, click here)
I found many-many-many awesome site

like HLV (short for Hasta La Vista)
it's Granzcest, Aizen-Szayel, Nnoitora-Tesla, Nnoitora-Szayel which contains...
adult material picts such, gore, s**, blood, lemon, sadism, mutilation...etc
but...the picture...so-so-so perfect
and I couldn't stop to say
"damn how they can draw such *** pics...their cool!!"
I adore them...and the web itself...
not for the people who has heart desease...
I can't take their pict too much cuz...
you know the reason... T.T
I wanna put more bloody pict but I canceled it...
not suitable...for some people

HLV pics

Remember Cell I told you in the last post
yeah...I found it too...
it also contains a lot of adult material but not as extreme as HLV
the pictures so-so-so...(you know what I wanna say) I adore them too...
I saved a lot-lot-lot of their adorable pics
and the picture of Granzcest I gave earlier was Cell's work

Cell pics

Blue-SYSTEMa...
like cell they have a bunch of beautiful pict...
the coloring is so soft...
like the sleeping Szayel in my previous post (it's their work)
the rating for the web a bit lighter it's 15+
but their works...umm...18+ (I have 1)

Blue-SYSTEMa pics

and MIPPI damn I adore their picture...
I wanna stole all what they have...
beautiful pict+awesome coloring= I'll be your slave... ^_^
tehee~~
and in their web I found many doujin, funny one no s** scene
bout Szayel and his daily life...
YylFordt and Szayel so adorable there
the web also 15+
and their works as long as I see in their web rated K+ to 15+

MIPPI pics

and there's mimi100
I bet my dear friend will love this site
their works is like paint drawing and so
sketchy but neat in the same time...I have a lot...
beautifuuuuulll....
it focused on Aizen, Gin and Seireitei life

mimi100 pics

and for GinRan, HitsuHina and RenRuki pairs...
there's Honey Canon
they have beautiful artwork and plot
(they can make the most heart warming romantic but not cheezy stories and heart shattered stories that, sometimes they put jokes or funny moment between...)
and the coolest one...
in their doujin there's no s** scene...
(even I hope there is... :3)
feels like I wanna rob all
but the web only contains a little pics
I just adore their doujin...

Honey Canon pics

there's many more in the net like carameliser
but their works just too sweet for me
too girly...
and they focused on Ikkaku and Yumichika...

and also much more in peoples Blog
but...I can't remember which one is whose
so I'll let it loose...

back to Granzcest
I found interesting fact about their sword release
Yylfordt's was Del Toro which means 'Pale Horned Prince'
(how suit him a lot)
and I remember at least after I watched the anime (luv his seiyuu)...
Szayel Apollo's was Fornicaras which means 'Lewd Concubine'
(other words=horny mistress and I can't found proper words in Indonesia *too vulgar*)

I screamed hard when I knew...

then...
after seeing so much great pictures
makes me want the tablet so-so-bad!!
damn tablet, dollar and the price!!

3 stories

My blog posting recently told about my story stats...

It's obvious coz I dun have any activities that important enough to write...
but well yesterday, there's a mural competition in my collegue.
intern competition tough but it's interesting enough...
colorful board with different picture under the theme 'I love Indonesia'

Back to the stories, I've gain 449 or more readers until this post
I hope there's more reviewer and I planned to post another chapter on Itoshii go yo
this saturday (already gained 403 readers).
the story it self almost finish in my data but I haven't post it yet
waiting for the rite moment

aah...about IshiHime I wrote, they kinda like it about 41 readers for just 1 chapter
and 1 reviewer *thank god she like it*, only 1 coz the readers them self mostly just visitors so they didn't do review

It's been a long time I didn't put some pic and there it is


the chibis from bleach, I love Gin the most and Ulquiorra kinda scary to me

and another

I laughed hard when I had this pic...
The picture Gin draw it's obviously wrong, dude...
Izuru's face with Rangiku's body?? what the hell?? plus the horny sound he wrote as Izuru's voice above Izuru's head...of course the person get blushed and panicked...(Gin named his picture Izurin)
Both Hitsugaya and byakuya's draw, they're just...too sweet for the people like him and too similar to Rukia (byakuya) *like bro like sis, ne* and Toshirou's, I dunno what actualy he draw?? (suitable for his age, ne)
Momo just can't stop to adore her capt'n, but she has the best drawing ability there...

maybe it's the best thursday ever in my life!!

thursday usualy is a shit day for me but today is different

based on hanalala, this whole december thursday is my best day ever
first time I read those, I just like...yeah 'rite!!
but it truely happened

beside my posting in fanfiction.net
(talking bout this make me remember...I kinda sad coz I know people read my story but none of them review...it's only 2 days, I wonder, am I the one who think about it too much? too much worried that I feel my stomach twist every time I see the stats of my story, there are 77 hits, and 65 viewer, uh I dunno, It lot of numbers in only 2 days, I just dunno they like it or not *sob* ah! long way to go!!)

go wit' the flow *but I'm just too curious~damn human and it's curiousity!!*

Back to the program
I found this trial version of an amazing drawing program
although I want the full version
but screw it!!

it named opencanvas
I know I sounded like out of date but...
I just got this one...
so I'll enjoy it

the program itself just like photoshop but
without it's desperately heavy space eating bytes
just simply luv it

the first pic I draw right after I got the program installed and this is the story behind the picture:

"why don't you just dissapear forever and never come back?," Rangiku scolded Gin who sat relaxed beside her after his dissapearance for a while.
"I can't, 'coz yer gonna feel lonely, aren't ya Ran-chan?," He asked her back and the girl felt her cheek burned.
"Go to hell!!!," She turned her body.
"Aah...Ran-chan scolding me, it really home...tadaima, Ran-chan...," He leaned his back to Rangiku's and closed his eyes, searching for solace.
"Stupid!!," She pouted cutely.

please take a note:
I draw it without tablet (I wish I have one but the prize is so freaking unrational for my and my parents pocket) just an ordinary ball mouse (yep, not the laser one and it so itchingly hard)
so the picture is as it was there, maybe looks like I draw it on paint and finished in photoshop but nope, its opencanvas all from the scratch 'till it finished.

I can write a lot of different plot for this pairing
I'm their die hard fans!! (read:obsessed)

yay posting!

at least I posted in fanfition.net

I dunno it writes I have to wait 7 days for confirmation and the story to be placed on their site
but I didn't check it cautionously.
me and my lazy attitude

just wait several days
n there's the story
tadam!!

still working on my english skill 'coz I feel it degenerating each day
rusting inside my head
maybe wrote such story in english can revive my blunt head

oh one more thing, I hate that damn Internet Explorer
thank god I have 2 other server, my favourite is safari (yes those in apple's) but for some reason that I dunno it always shut when I open the blog site (for editing or just viewing)
and the other is mozilla (I like this too) just perfect for writing the blog

those damn Internet Explorer
it makes me worked up and blown this blog just because I put some picture
especially .gif picture that moving (refer to gin-chan below)

jump!! gin-chan jump!! to your ran-chan

hujan mengguyur

bener kata lagu kalo desember itu kelabu...

buktinya sepanjang hari ini mendung menggantung
dan sore sampe malem ini hujan turun
emang nggak deres tapi lumayanlah kalo kena~lumayan masuk angin~
haha!!

enaknya malem-malem begini...
dingin-dingin...
makan yang anget-anget...
selimutan di tempat tidur...
molor...
haha...

gin-chan & rangiku-chan my fave couple in bleach
if both of them snuggle in one blanket...the result is...
toshirou-chan (???)
(it really buggin' my head lately n ok...i'm startin' to plottin' now...)

pusiiing euyyy!!

gloomy day

punya blog isinya keluhan melulu...

yang ngeliat juga frustasi kali...
tapi emang belakangan ini kejadian yang mewarnai hidup gw cuma yang bikin gw ngeluh

rasanya jadi nggak produktif
mana bawaan ngantuk melulu
pusing lagi

yang bisa sedikit menghibur gw cuma ketemu sama temen-temen di kampus
sama ngeliat harta karun gw di komputer rumah atau ngegambar

tapi itu dia untuk urusan yang terakhir rasanya males banget

(ngambil fans art entah dari mana tapi gw suka bgt gambarnya...)

bless me

woah!!

count down to my birthday

di usia yang makin tua, gw g tau mau ngapain sama hidup gw, masa depan tidak jelas
kemampuan separo-separo...
pengen cepetan kerja tapi apakah??

keseharian monoton membayangi
pengen ada sesuatu yang xtravagant
tapi apakah??

akh i'm startin' to babblin' to my self
done

gin-chan is my husband

try new blog

(lagu-lagu yg skarang menemani gw adalah lagu-lagu Rurutia)

tugas kampus aya-aya wae!!

sebenernya g niat bikin tapi apa boleh buat
sebenernya gw bukan tipe orang yg selalu mengisi dan mengupdate sesuatu tiap hari
apalagi blog...

ah ya suw...
keluh kesah hari senin yg g menyenangkan berlanjut!!
entah kenapa hari ini itu semuanya serba aneh...
rumah jauh itu emang kendala banget
apalagi kalo kampus yang berada di ujung dunia (rasanya)
tadi g ada bis, berdiri, panas (bis AC kok gitu?!) macet...
mau nambah apa lagi??

cuma inget temen-temen jadi bisa semangat lagi
niat ke kampus
(loh bukan pengen belajar??) haha!!