realization of the Granzcest saga

'uh oh gotta put it in front of Las Noches' door, hurry...hurry...!!'

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 ALL!!

hopefully everything will be healthy and prosperous at the same time!!

finally I wrote about the -cest...
dum...durudumdum...
and after I finished the chapter one...
I already lost my patience and I posted it right away

just like my instinc said...

without my consideration
when I 'live preview'-ed the stories
I already gained 2 reviewers for the Granzcest saga

the title is Please Turn the Time
and they said they like my stories and want me to continue it
it contains yaoi, s**, rape, etc...
always started with the sketch ^.^

and it's kinda different from what I thought
the soundtrack for the first chapter is

Gackt's songs...

I just felt longing from his voice and I just write with his songs
maybe when GinRan kinda hurt, a little heart warming, and soft (effect from rurutia's songs)
I just wanted the Granzcest being twisted and cruel at the same time, maybe Gackt's songs just fit for the image coz at the same time his song could be soft but hard. his genre also unclear...
it said that his genre is rock but he did ballad and pop too.

aah at least reach 1062 readers
yippi
can't wait until 1100!!

the Granzcest already gained 22 readers
the GinRan gained 959 readers
the IshiHime gained 75 readers

yesterday I've found really interesting site that contains alot of yaoi doujin
I didn't get bleach anyway coz its full of IchiIshi...
not too fond of that couple

but I have new correspondencies from belgium
her native is france and like me, english is not my native
so as long as we understand each other
nothing to be worried

she also like Granzcest but she prefer Il Forte being the uke
and she's doing GinGrimm now...
still in france I dun understand anything...
*sob*

now I kinda confused what to write
I know but...
english is killing me!!
and Szayel Aporro's voice haunts me!!
Gin's voice rang in my head!!
Argh my college duty!!

the latest tsubacisou doujinshi scan I have
like usual they have beautiful artwork
but I wonder the scan that I have
is it done or just teaser?
the pairing AiGrimm, GinGrimm, AiGin
it's japanese so I only can stare at their picture
*sob sob*

yay yay yay

new posting already gained about

1021 readers!!
thank you very much

at least I reached 4 digit number!!
yay yay yay
from 10 December to 29 December
it's only 19 days!!
and I reached 1021 readers!!

thanx a lot for itoshii go yo
you are really my child *luv luv*

and then again about the Granzcest I wrote from the last posting
I'm working on the pic now...
like itoshii go yo
all started with sketch doujin
hope the text will realized soon...
seems like rurutia will accompany me again...in the making of Granzcest fic*tehee*
her songs and voice so-so-so awesome!! (let my imagination roam free!!)

yesterday I re-browse cell again
and I couldn't keep my jaw closed
dang!!
they're great!!
their, (Hinamori's one sided obsession makes me laugh hard in the middle of the nite, Aizen scarred like chicken buahahaha!!),, x everybody (include Isshin...that's kinda...gross -.-), NnoiTes...
really-really-really adorable!!
(include the adult scene, exception for Hinamori, no AS for Hinamori coz Aizen too scarred to met her in the eye ^.^) makes my jaw dropped

and I forgot about my management and PKV
aarrgh!!
college really stressed me out!!

Hinamori helped Ikkaku and Aizen goes...*Hinamori-kun?!*

Hinamori disguised herself
as Aizen's underling and when she revealed herself
to her ex-captain Aizen bend on his knees

let's play hide and seek

*mitsuketa yo~*

*kiss me taichou* ~drools~
*Kyaa~ help me!!* ~cries~

*Aizen-Taichoooo~u*
~gasp~ *what the...?! Hinamori-kun?!*
Aizen worst nightmare
Hinamori pregnant 9 month and Aizen gotta married her
~and they live happily ever after~

and Gin pics I robbed from Cell's web...
he's so sweet I can't hate him
(and two of them he uses glasses *KYAAAA!!*)
I give him more of my luv *smooch*





maybe nextime I post
I'll give the chibi Gin
he's so adorable, huggable, pesterable *tehee*

tonikaku!!
I haven't any intention to do my college works
*smirk*
the holidays make me lazy like I never been so lazy before
*change into Kyouraku, Rangiku, and Gin mode*~the lazy trio in Seireitei

go go mawaru!!

for the first time I went around far with my motorcycle
and I hitchhacked my friend behind me...
hohoh...
utterly undescribeable
my adrenalin rose high but...
certainly different adrenaline from my previous day

the dog incident...

meh!! hope the doggies
poisoned by someone!!
(oops...wrong curse...)
I hope they live happily ever after...(yeah rite!!)

I got many doujins about
one of my fave couple but I had too much drunked with
and pay less attention with the previous duo

tonikaku!!
there's one circle named Tsubacisou who had beautiful pics and they focused on AiGin and their latest one include too but in the story I felt sorry for him (he was intimidated by Gin and told to shut up and keep their 'dirty little secret' from Gin by Aizen)
adore them too but I haven't found their site
if I had, I would already put them in my fave site!!
have I told you that their works is 18+ (too much yaoi steamy scene*squee*!!)

but I want more *sob sob sob*
I read their fics (2 finished and 1 more to go) and I felt amused
and I felt couragement to write...
the base of my story is abusement from their childhood and how they dead and become hollow
the abusement made Szayel Aporro hate human (the reason why he wanted annihiliated everything but hollow)
and...YylFordt...
but of course maybe it would be SMUT one or rated R or NC-17
but one thing I can promise you is this is totally INCEST...
(Granzcest is the only one incest pair that I approved and their h-o-t)

but I haven't found the reason why he hated YylFordt except his inferiority
I want sumethin deeper...
but...then again I go emo...
why I have those tendency to make those type of creation...
well then...let see if I can write it or not...

by the way...
I draw another pic with OpenCanvas *I luv this program*
now it's Yylfordt and Szayel Aporro's (Fornicaras) one
I draw it lil' skecthy but in b/w you can see the mess I made *tehee*
(specialy in YylFordt part)



and this one is when I decided to give the color...(not too much different, huh)
Then again the theme is rough sketchy...^_^;




rite no TABLET (damn it's price)
just ME, MY IMAGINATION, and my BALL MOUSE
it was so damn haaarrdd!!
(please someone give me the tablet -.-)
*run from the paper throwed by my friends who want tablet as hard as me ^.^*
for now what I can do is dream...dream...dream...dream...

BEWARE!!!! 's analyzing you!!
the sadistic pink princess espada octava's eyes is everywhere
look under your bed or your underwear
his spies invention could be anywhere
include...
your body...
you're not believe in me??
ask YylFordt
Grimmjow's underling
Fraccion Quince
his experimental bunny
but also his older brother

curse you doggies!!

I can't walk properly...

blame the dog in Puspiptek that attacked us..

us??

yes, us...
me and Inul
and the dog -well our fall- did savere damage to my motorcycle

it started when we went for suveying the place that might be chosen for the special shooting for her boyfriend's b'day
and Puspiptek would be the first candidate
but that place also the place where the disaster happened

when we roamed around the huge place
we decided to turn in IIC block...
suddenly we attacked by 3 damn huge dogs

panic atacked and we fell
I stucked between my motorcycle and the road
my feet felt incredibly hurt and until today
It swelled...

thank god we're OK
another panic also struck me
when I saw my motorcycle condition...
well for now it's OK
so nothin' worried me

but my right foot...
still...
hurt a lot....

Aizen's harem...hohoho...I like this pic alot

Szayel looks from behind (zannen da yo)
and Gin...
so delicious (yummy!!)

story and songs

I took a peek at fanfiction.net
my readers increased...well...I think so-so...

it read about 865 peoples
which spread among 3 stories
they are...
Place for Departing My Heart= 5 readers (it's in Indonesia)
Itoshii go yo= 795 readers
Not me= 65 readers

not bad at all, ne~

and now I'm writing this accompanied by
Toriumi Kousuke's voice (Szayel's seiyuu)
I'm serious he's not singing, I'm listening to his voice message
even I don't understand anything he said
(seems like about his opinion about Szayel and his role being 'him')
and the opening creeping me out...
he's laughing...not his natural laughing...Szayel laughing...that kinda make me...(speechless)

when I think to give up looking for his album
which is named ...
'bleach beat collection 3rd session-06-Szayel Aporro Granz'

I found it in no other 4shared (may God bless this web) in .rar
it made me happy and angry in the same time...

why??

I don't have any .rar converter so...
I decided to search and download it
I don't know there's free converter out there...(hmm)
*curse me and my stupidity*

with this another 3rd and 4th session I found...
I already have...
almost all bleach beat collection
except the bount and amagai one
I hate fillers!!
and the 4th session covers just...awesome!!!
like this rukia and byakuya one...

back to Szayel's album...
his songs are Pink (what the??) and Science Show...
the beat itself...kinda weird
maybe industrial...
like Renji's, Ulquiorra's 'CRUSH the World' and Grimmjow's 'SIX feelings'
but I like it, so far the one I like the most between two is
Science Show...OK...after I listened again...

I LIKE BOTH!!
damn Szayel and his smexy voice!!

when he said "you"
so...smexy~!!
before I heard him said that...
I think there's none in bleach seiyuu could say "~hyaah~"
as smexy as Gin's seiyuu Yuusa Kouji
(I couldn't stand to squee when he said 'ikorose shinsou' (so cold sadistic tone), 'bye-bye', 'zannen ya', 'gomenna' (playful like Gin's usual tone and could be cold no feeling in the same time), his whistle, 'sou ya nen' and 'urahara' (seems so lonely tone) in his image songs)
and there he goes...Toriumi Kousuke appeared...

His voice really different from his role...
I wonder how's his voice when he play Kiba from Naruto...
(kinda shock when I knew he play Kiba too, too~~ much different personality)
both Kiba and Szayel are my faves...
I'm not too fond of Naruto series, dunno why...
So I don't follow or care about the stories...
I only liked it when it first appeared, so I liked Kiba
but not becoming obsessed fans like bleach...

before this day I found Velonica from Aqua Timez...
I-like-it-a-lot!!!
like the previous Aqua Timez song 'Alone' and 'Sen no Yoru wo Koete'
and yes...It's Bleach OST again
like the previous two

oh I'm so addict...
maybe it worst than my previous addict on Saint Seiya...

..................................
*story icons*
Szayel: "you cheated on me, I'm leaving, trash!!"
(in anime he called his nii-san trash)
YylFordt: "but...but..otouto...listen to me...he seduced me..."
Renji: "I...WHAT?!"

*LOL* just can't find plot for Granzcest fanfic...yet...