Sssh!!

shuush...dun tell anybody...I'm back...

can't resist too long...
inner me said sumthin and I also have this tingling sensation
when I see this brothers...
I even don't care if its INCEST!!

"meh!! I dun care I just brrring me more of this pairing"

like I said in my previous post maybe I'm *little* crazy...
or is it *those* side of me rose and take control of my body
when I see blood splash, synical charas, mind manipulation, dark past, tragic future in the manga...
I'm utterly fallin' love with the charas (Gin, Rangiku, Aizen and now this pinky-kinky guy)

plus!! this pinky guy...
seem has sumthin' with his older bro...
(it's fans thingy...ya know...his brother dead long before he appeared)
I hate incest but NO I can take it with this pairing...
(I hope one of dead body in his lab that Mayuri found was YylFordt's...*hope*)

aargh...too beautiful too be true just my hope though...*squee*

maybe later I'm gonna write fic bout this amazing -cest
(and the doujins Blue-SYSTEMa and Cell made bout them...ah gawd...their so awsome awsome...100X)
back to the fic-cest...
the plot already in my head but...
why the idea always ends up with angst...
ooh~ and there would be rated R... maybe *dirty mind*
(not only naughty things but maybe there's blood, foul language, heavy material, angst...yeah etc...etc...)

I wanna put sumthin' more dangerous but...
OK...I'm totally insane...

I'm already done with GinRan fic
need sumthin new to make me always active~
and maybe R-rated fic is the answer tehee~

and as you see...
Szayel Apollo already invaded my brain (pink everywhere)
Did I say he's sadistic insane scientist?? (he used his own bro body to experiment)
and in the story later...
he's the Uke

YAY~~ the most appropriate position for him
under his older brother *KYAA~dirty mind rolling scene*
even YylFordt is weaker than him but he's the prince though
and Szayel Apollo is his princess...

(YylFordt's insane maniac abusive cannibalist concubine princess)

haha!!

I hope it doesn't so lame
or cheezy...

I WANT TO READ OR MAKE R-RATED FIC or DOUJIN FOR THIS GUYS!!

"Good 'nite, YylFordt..."
"'nite too...Szayel Apollo..."
"..."
"..."
"Aww...come here...you know you want me..."
grin, "Agree"

cencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencorcencor

increasing a lot and the szayel fever, huh?!

I said in latest post that I will post the fifth chapter of my story on Saturday
well I've changed my mind
I posted in tuesday...

and as I predicted the hits increases drasticly, only in 2 days they changed a lot
from 400-sumthin' up to until almost 650 and there's 1 more review that said she liked every chapter I made...
aww ya made me blush...

and she gave me input bout's reaction
when he found his enemy was his dad and
his subordinate was his mom

yeah and I'm thinking now...
how to put it in my story...
hmm~

now the charas that quite get the spotlite of my attention is
Szayel Apollo Granz...
(damn Kubo he made so...so...so...many cute charas)
the weirdo scientist in espada squada, his position was 8 -oktava-
and as weird as mayuri the scientist of the Gotei 13

Szayel was so...eccentric bishounen and always tried to hit on Gin (thank God he always refused) in Arrancar ecyclopedia...
made me laugh all day...

here are his pictures

normal look

sword release (I forgot the name in spanish) form

oh and do I mention his older bro Yylfordt Granz or Il Forte Granz...
arrancar number 15 and Grimmjow subordinate, he was totally... pimpin'
~tehee~
but he was dead...

the older brother

oh, n there's so many ficcest bout this two...its weird I didn't have any objection...
I don't mind at all...
usually even its yaoi I'll say no to incest but...
oh I think I'm sick!!

the cest

damn why am I always interested in sadistic characters??
(beside he was a sadistist, Szayel also cannibalist)


am I gone mad or do my brain already disoriented??
or...like I said...I'm sick

3 stories

My blog posting recently told about my story stats...

It's obvious coz I dun have any activities that important enough to write...
but well yesterday, there's a mural competition in my collegue.
intern competition tough but it's interesting enough...
colorful board with different picture under the theme 'I love Indonesia'

Back to the stories, I've gain 449 or more readers until this post
I hope there's more reviewer and I planned to post another chapter on Itoshii go yo
this saturday (already gained 403 readers).
the story it self almost finish in my data but I haven't post it yet
waiting for the rite moment

aah...about IshiHime I wrote, they kinda like it about 41 readers for just 1 chapter
and 1 reviewer *thank god she like it*, only 1 coz the readers them self mostly just visitors so they didn't do review

It's been a long time I didn't put some pic and there it is


the chibis from bleach, I love Gin the most and Ulquiorra kinda scary to me

and another

I laughed hard when I had this pic...
The picture Gin draw it's obviously wrong, dude...
Izuru's face with Rangiku's body?? what the hell?? plus the horny sound he wrote as Izuru's voice above Izuru's head...of course the person get blushed and panicked...(Gin named his picture Izurin)
Both Hitsugaya and byakuya's draw, they're just...too sweet for the people like him and too similar to Rukia (byakuya) *like bro like sis, ne* and Toshirou's, I dunno what actualy he draw?? (suitable for his age, ne)
Momo just can't stop to adore her capt'n, but she has the best drawing ability there...

the first to critique

at least there's 5 reviewers...
hmm...the traffic decrease...
but at least the reviewers increase -a little-
sob

one of the reviewers said my english so...so...so bad!!
oh OK I accepted that and I realized I'm such a dummy for tenses!!
My confidence decrease after I read three previous reviews that said they liked it
but I take the positives...the one that critiques my story didn't say she doesn't like the story...
but despite it, I'll continue to posting and worked my language

yossh!!
GANBATTE!!

reached over 300!!

At least my worked gained some attention

until I wrote this posting, the people who read my story is 309 people!!
whew a lot of number rite?!

but...which made me a lil sad is...
the reviewer only...3 people, does it means they didn't like my story??
but they (the 3 kind people) complimented my story

I guess it's a good sign, ne
but in other side I kinda afraid to dissapointed them
the next chapter I rather...
maybe I should wrote all over from the beginning
I feel so confused coz this is my first story I posted in fanfiction.net

I hate for being such dumb in english!!
(perfectionist mode on)

oh I posted one IshiHime too
just oneshit
oops oneshot!