Morning

In this friday morning, I'm expecting something good will happen
even though it's raining this morning, I really hope the afternoon will be as bright as the sun
lol whatever...

I really missed my home already whenever I'm at office
I want to make money at home
but how?

new hetalia fic

after finishing the cage, I plan to write about anothre AU but it's gakuen AU
still rochu though but my head filled with another angst OTL
and I already promised dudi that I won't make an angst, or should I? *gets kick*

the chara and the relationship:

Wang Yao
3rd grader of senior high school, very responsible and hard working older brother. Lived with his younger brother Kiku who still schooling at the same school. He is very over protective to his brother that every people that approaching his bro, will got his observations.

he's known for his sharp mouth and really have a good friend named Arthur, who act similar with him (tsundere) he has to maintain his point at school for scolarship, the same thing happened to Kiku.

When he detects Kiku get along with the oh not so good reputation holder Ivan, he becomes aware and spied where ever Ivan step or how he act. Once they talking, Yao let his brother to have a relationship with the tall man-as long as Kiku can smile.

But still he can't let Kiku alone with that guy and somehow they have three way relationship. While Kiku and Ivan dating, Yao always there and becoming their partner and they enjoy it so much, with discussions, studying etc until Yao realizes what they're doing are wrong and he just in the way.

Slowly he starts to pull himself from the pairing and avoid them. It makes Kiku curious and asks Ivan to ask his brother since if Kiku himself asking his brother will only answer "there's nothing wrong"

When the larger man confronts him, Yao only bashes him with saying "There's none of your concern" and walked away but Ivan held his arms and tells him to stay and that's when Yao realizes the reason why he wanted to pull away, he already falls in love with his brother's lover...

Ivan
2nd grader of high school. Being labelled as school creep makes him doesn't have any friend at school. The rumors said that he has that curses that can lead the bugger to die but of course it's all fake. He is just an ordinary student with excellent brain. He spotted as the #1 student for 2nd grader (even though he has a rather not convincing looks)

Outside the school he has an old friend that schooling in international school, his name is Alfred. They don't get along too well but their friendship lasts. He lives with his older sister Katyusha and little sister Nataliya but decided to walk out from home and stay in a small apartment room.

He is often seen with Kiku, since they find match on the "can't get along too well" and the only person except Yao that can makes Kiku laugh and that's the only reason why Yao trusts Ivan to be with Kiku and he respects Yao. Not much can be said about this blond man, including his misterious disappearance for a few days in a month.

Honda Kiku
2nd grader of highschool and spotted as #2 below Ivan. Kiku is an introvert kid since he was born. He only shares secret to the people he believe and not laugh that much. He really loves Yao who rises him since their parents died 2 years ago.

and now he's trying to help his brother by working part time too after school.

Ivan is his only company besides his brother and he is happy to have the blond around him and his brother and already acknowledge him as part of his family.

Kiku is hard to describe, he has that poor expressioned face that makes everyone have the doubt to befriend him. Kiku is the opposite of his brother. If yao is scared because of his act and mouth then Kiku is scared for being mysterious.


this is the draft...I guess...I already plan for the sequel :D
I want to title this as "My Brother's Lover is My Sex Partner" OTL
seems so wrong (YES IT ISS) <--random voices.

I think I need my sleep...bye...

hmm...new obsession?

Dunno when it starts but this series really corrupting my mind lately...
well maybe it can be compared to Bleach series...
but this one is different, if it compared to Bleach, then the sketch/drawing is less less less but there's strange charm behind it...IDK it really picked my interest
I even made a fanfic about it...IT REALLY CAN'T BE HELPED
Axis Powers Hetalia series about a character symbolized one country, err...it sounded not fair if every ppl generalized like those one character but this series is not about judging one country being those stereotypical but take it as entertainment but indonesia hasn't appear

seems like I have to change this blog pic since I have my new amusement but later when I feels like I wanna do it and having something in my brain *failz*
something that really can't compared to Kuroshitsuji, my ex-fandom but it maybe because Joker and the circus members dies *how cruel* waaaahhh (cries like river)

anywayz...
now I'm so grateful I made LJ account since it really useful for this fandoming, note: all the hetalia treasures were in LJ lalalala it means I'm free to stealz them wahahaha *slapped*

talked about hetalia I finished reading the scanlations in two days, so reminiscense about Bleach, where I read all the books and chapters just for searching GinRan moments...gyaah...memorieesss now I'm not reading Bleach agan, such an irony but still I joined in BA, just really can't leave my e-friends and e-family plus I'm gonna e-married soon x_x

in Hetalia, my heart already pinned to one charachter he's Russia or Ivan Braginsky *kyaaaahh*
IDK...he's fat big boned and nothing special about his appearance except his yandere-ness <333 style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">Japan or Honda Kiku and Greece or Herakles Karpusi (Karpusi means watermelon 0__o)

as for pairings...
I love Giripan or Greece x Japan
and now I become maniac for Russia x China
and US x UK
shounen ai?
well like I said it can't be helped!!
since most of the chara are guys and they're cute...and if history involved there then somehow it canonz...

ugh...because most of the fans art and the original artworks are in my laptop (and lazy to open it) post anything that I've got in my PC XD

Russia & China, peek a b00...XD
IDK seems like it's original artwork, soooo cuuute <3

and someone reads my mind about fic I wrote...somehow this pic represent the condition on my fic...I'm so amused XD...and here's the LINK to my fanfic, even it seems so light but no no no...it WON'T be light LOL geez...I have to learn to write fluff >_>

America/Alfred as the president of student council
Kiku as discipline prefect and always wears neat uniform and he's the smartest
Russia/Ivan as the regent he's so full of mistery
England/Arthur as vice president having hard time with his lover (Alfred)
France/Francis as secretary the Mr. Casanova, has secret with his childhood friend, Arthur

anywayz...maybe that's all for today post, this is 17 June 2009 at 2:30 AM and I haven't take a bath XD

damn technical failure

I'm so glad though that everything is just misunderstood


the things that mada me couldn't sleep
and think about all night long was cause by
technical failure, I hate it!!

I'm not losing my friendship
now I'm sooooo okay
but I think I'm gonna flu


and I can't access my FFnet account!!

fail...

hum~
I never wrote this kind before in blog, I hate to admit it but I'm trully and really sad
I should've not made facebook if I lost my friendship

I'm just asking to my self

why??

did I do something wrong?
or I said something that made her angry??
all I want to do is being nice to anyone
but...

maybe she just can't accept me